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James T. Boulton


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body, they tiptoed out of the house. None of them spoke till
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they were far from the wakeful children.

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When Elizabeth came down she found her mother alone on
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the parlour floor, with the face of her son between her hands,
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the tears dropping on him.

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"We must lay him out," she whispered softly. She went
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and put on the kettle, then returned and kneeling at the feet,
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began to unfasten the knotted leather laces. The room was
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very dim with only one candle, and she had to bend her face
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almost to the floor. At last she got off the heavy boots and took
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them away. Then she pulled off his stockings, with dirty tape
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garters: black and red "mingled" stockings, like those of the
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children's hedgehog. She unfastened the thick leather belt from
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round his waist.

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"We must get his trousers off," she whispered to the little
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old woman, and together, with difficulty, they did so.

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When they rose and looked at him lying naked in the beauty
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of death, the women experienced suddenly the same feeling;
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that of motherhood, mixed with some primeval awe. But the
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pitiful mother-feeling prevailed. Elizabeth knelt down and
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put her arms round him, and laid her cheek on his breast. His
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mother had his face between her hands again, and was murmuring
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and sobbing. Elizabeth touched him and kissed him with her
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cheek and her lips. Then suddenly she felt jealous that the
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old woman had his face.

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She rose, and went into the kitchen, where she poured some
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warm water into a bowl, and brought soap and flannel and a
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towel.

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"I must wash him," she said decisively. Then the old
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mother rose stiffly, and watched Elizabeth as she gently washed
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his face, tenderly, as if he were a child, brushing the big blonde
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moustache from his mouth with the flannel. Then the old
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woman, jealous, said:

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